There were a lot of changes since the last time in everything of what I do. All I can say is, it is better - the best of what I can have right now based on my own standards. God is always watching, God is good. He never really lets us down.
The agile - creative mind in me had rose, straightforwardness and honesty has been put into use, and this time it is being recognized as useful. At least that’s what I believe it is.
I’m so thankful of everything. Looking back, a couple of months ago, I have lost an appetite for a dream, a lifelong plan that is no longer making me inspired. And a countless accomplished things that I don’t even desire. I can’t be in a place being rejected into something that my heart doesn’t even find valuable in the first place.
They say, it is better failing in something you do really want than achieving something you don’t fully desire, but then you'll end up losing it anyway. It’s not worth the pain.
Now, I have something to work hard for, someone to look up to, somewhere I could place myself in the future – letting go of the dead-ends and something to learn my mistakes from. Most of all, I have nothing to complain about.
Feels right, thankful.
