Waiting Day

This is before the Baccalaureate Mass. It was held in the FEU Ground. They actually allotted 2hrs for assembly time, but it seems it's not enough. For over 3000 attendance, arranged alphabetically per institute.

waiting for 3000 to find their seats.

After mass, we decided to satisfy our cravings:

Mister Kabab, West Ave.

95A West Ave.

Quezon City, Metro Manila

Philippines

(02) 373-5941

Mister Kabab Menu is one of my latest cravings every week! lol. I guess i'm not the only one, because once you have it, I'm sure you'll find a way to get back. That's why expect the rush hour at night, you'll be in waiting seats first once you arrived.

But the waiting really pays off!

My order: Ox Brain. YUM!

Lamb Beryani

Also my favorite: Special Beef Chelo

After overwhelming dinner we go straight ahead in Timog Ave.

Gerardo's

Panay Ave., South Triangle

Timog Quezon City

I recommend this bar for those who aren't into heavy partying mood - but a heavy beer drinkers. It's laid back ambiance(we're actually wearing our school uniform)LOL

With its famous 12-bucket beer and Nachos which only cost Php390, expect to wait especially if its friday or saturday night. In our case it's a friday night! so we also waited.

Now i wonder, How much time in human life is wasted in waiting?

I don't know! i bet it's a lot of time.

Yes, I definitely hate waiting! but after all, this day ends simply but fulfilling.

the pre-graduate

I cant explain the feeling of being totally free. For the first time in my life, a stage in studying has ended and doesn’t require a next bigger scale of being a student. The hard work really pays off. The integration from high school to college, that is like moving out literally from my mother’s home, and there’s no choice left but to be independent.

Though graduation day isn’t yet finished, I can feel the celebration over me. It isn’t about the ceremony, but the essence of this time that I’m already finished, so free from school works. Oh how this last academic year so harsh to me, I define it very stressful. But then, how can you appreciate something that is already there? You really have to make through to something just to appreciate it.  

Since 2nd week of february, when I am always out every single night; is exactly what I planned it to be. And when I say I’m out, it naturally means being with random friends. So to tell it honestly, it is my own way of making up. You know, contacting them again, stating dates and where; In one whole straight week. There might be some I had missed, but surely there were still days that is bound for them, that doesn’t actually need a keen plan.

Don’t judge me by the drinking part. It’s just that, alcohol is the best time to share with friends. But that part is now also over, I have no any other plans or schedule that will require me to set an alarm on my phone. Now, I watch movies, listen more genre of music, sleeping all day long, sometimes normal coffee breaks in the afternoon. The only things I am complying for now in school is the graduation orientation, toga fitting, etcetera, something like that.

I am gaining more weight as I know it, and I have no plan to do anything about it. I will continue eating I want and then sleep after. To tell you the truth, I hate deprivation. It’s not bad, but it and works for some but not for me. As long as all of my clothes still fits me well, eating as much as I want won’t alarm me. I literally eat full meal and then sleep Haha. I can’t blame myself and those who are doing the same, because I’m doing nothing! and sleeping and eating is a basic need! why deprive?! :)

I’ll say it again, how the last academic year very stressful. I even forgot what’s that for? I have taken it one step at a time, in that way I have been a little less pressured, and now it’s all over. You have no idea how my feeling is lighter. Doesn’t have an idea what will happen next, which is understood; the welcome sign of the real world will soon say hello to me. But at least this time, it will be up to me how soon. :)
 

The journal for first day apprenticeship

I’m referring to a journal that is required to be passed for any OJT subject, each student taking this course had to document the things they had learned for EACH day. In my case I have 450 hours to be done, that is 57 days for 8hours a day. If you are reading this (one of my closest friends) then you know how studious I am - definitely NOT motivated enough doing that every day.

That’s why I decided to use my co-practicumer’s journal. We’re assigned in the same job, why not? Instead of having mine! It’s not that bad, our days is ALMOST the same. Emphasis on “almost” but then of course it’s “totally” not, the journal that I will pass to my adviser is a total lie. It’s just a matter of “complying”, you know what I mean.

IN CASE you are reading above rightly, you will be confuse enough, “how come it’s totally different journal in the same job?”.

I’m gonna share to you the tally of the real first day . On my own language - it means no formality.

Two weeks after thesis, I applied in every 5star hotel around metro manila. I can say “every” because I barely count how many resumes I printed for 2days? and it’s all gone at the end of both days. Why hotel? Well I know, not the best one for a tourism student.  But it has the higher chances for me to be assigned in operations instead of offices. Forget about the usual office who will take advantage of practicumers assigning them there! Whatever your major is, the bottom line of your work is being a clerk. (Exception to those who let them do the real job)

After days of heart breaking and hopeless applying, one hotel called. That day I already knew, I won’t end up jobless in my ojt season. I attended the interview, had the required medicals, and finally the call for attending the orientation. From then I knew, I’ll finish 450 solid hours on that place, oh well, that is 3 months for me to be done.

The first question in my head is “where I’ll be assigned?” I wanted to interact with other people, whatever it will be, so the best place is in the food and beverage department. To my own surprise, HRD assigned me there. So the start was just great, fate has come to my way without making me a control freak. I was excited then, “this is something totally new” said to myself.

First day, I have no idea what will it be, but I’m pretty sure this is where I wanted to be. One casual employee taught us on how everything should be. Like , what the store offer, where things are placed, what is usually being asked, what should we do and what not. So it’s totally JUST basic, no need using extra-mental energy. But you know what? - It’s the physical energy.

I didn’t know what I’ve been into until it’s the 6th hour of my first day. I’m wearing heels in full grooming, so WHAT about that?! I can’t literally stand anymore! My feet is killing me! I can’t barely stand that is enough for me to go home! That time I was thinking,” this is it for EVERYDAY? How goddamn hell I’ll finish this? How the hell these existing employees comply in that? This is ridiculous!!”.

The policy for every attendant is “at least” 8 hours a day 6days a week and a 30-minute break, including holidays and Sundays. I didn’t know about that. What if I have to go to laundry, it’s already closed until I got back to cubao until end of duty?. What if I want to go to mass and novena every Thursday in St. Jude? What if there’s a seminar, required for me to go to school? HOW WILL I TAKE A REST and get back all the sleeping hours I’ve missed?

So see? It can’t be all done for one single day. So define “busy”, now you know how my social life is dead for that past 3months, for every single end of the day, my body is drained, I just literally SLEEP THEN GO BACK, I didn’t even have enough time to go home with my family.

I’ll admit, from my starting day till the end, the only thing I learned is what I learned from the 1st day.  No progression had happened aside from brewing japanese coffee, and describing the ingredients of numerous-pricey slices of cakes rightly to guest that I actually never tasted (hahaha). No mixing of beverages or operating the POS. I don’t know but, the only thing I assigned myself for everyday is to be in charge in the dining area. Then I think, why? I don’t feel any willingness or drive for me to take the next step. I always wanted to learn, right? To stop the confusion, I listed the things why ON THE FIRST PLACE and WHAT I WAS THINKING ON THAT FIRST DAY - that can mostly be answered “enough” in the dining area.

• I wanted to serve and give full service – which is I’ve never done before. I mean, will I really comply?
• I wanted to test my patience. How truly short it is? Haha
• To observe the difference of people in different nationalities? (The way they act and behave)
• Do they let the praticumers do the real job?
• Can I really fake a smile? Because we all know, in hospitality, it’s a must!
• Why should I be nice to everyone here?
• See how it will be the output of my English skills (verbal)
• To observe people in the way they treat others whenever they know they are the authority (guests to waiter/waitresses)
• Will I have additional quality friends?
• Do I really have a pleasing personality?
• Is rich Filipinos is nicer to those foreigners with fellow Filipinos who serve them?
• How much is the starting salary?
• How will people here treat practicumers?
• Does the management treat the employees rightly? In terms of salary
• How fast is the integration from casual to regular?
• How does the crew treat a cruel guest?
• Is the costing of each products is good enough for quality?
• How will casual employees treat their cruel boss?
• What was it like, when I’ve done something controversial? I mean, how will news spread?
• Is the employment policy they had discussed during the orientation, really apply to observe it fair and equality among the employees?

These questions wasn’t something my OJT adviser lend us in a piece of paper labeled as “OBJECTIVES” or “GUIDE QUESTIONS”. It is something my curiosity bought me producing it when I was still a full time academic student; that had got a chance and experienced it in the real place.I may be had no progression at all for straight 3months. But I have my questions rightly observed by myself. And I can say it’s the best fulfillment of objective I ever had.

new

For the last few days of the year, I see the same thing will happen ahead. Well at least only at the beginning of 2011. I remembered last days of 2009 when I’m wondering what would it be exactly after 1 year, I feel excited then, it’s my graduating year. That’s what I am, something new always makes me want to fasten things up.

And now I am here. Yes, everything is new. No more night outs, no more spending time in alcoholic gig bars nearest in my dorm with closest friends before and after classes. That’s what I miss during school days I can’t get back. The happy times, but still able to comply on things I should.

2010 is my happy single year. It’s the year where I really appreciate the essence of being solo. The point where i had found the importance of knowing yourself first and knowing how to trust people rightly - that depends on how they deserve it.

Now I’m deadlier ever than before. Haha. (kidding) I’m ready  to get things on and see if how It really should be. With my personality who only gives what she gets, unwilling to make feelings overflow, I know it will always be hard for me to commence.

the working culture

My plan for at least 3 posts a week wasn’t done, even reading the listed books I planned to read within this year is a failure. I never imagined what a busy person truly was, not until in this moment of time.

I had posted several weeks ago that I’m on my ojt. I was accepted on the said hotel, and I have no idea this is so serious. I won’t mention the hotel’s name, I don’t know why, I just can’t believe that practicumers there do the same thing just like the regular employees, but in my part? No pay.

Imagine 8 hrs every day except one day off every week. Standing for the whole straight hours while providing full service to guests in different races in a full poise and grooming in heels. I’m not into physical stress which is understood, but my feet really can’t stand it. It is possible my muscles on my feet will develop sprain in the future just because of too much standing.

Apparently, this is my target department to get the actual training. It is rare to be in the department that you choose. So I consider myself lucky, but then there’s a price to pay hahaha, and that is to do the regular job with no pay. Haha.

I maybe into a working shock, it’s the first time I work, even if I’m getting through this hard which is I call the “adjustment”, I always make sure that I do everything to the best that I can, like finding what to do when you’re doing nothing. I just can’t deal the long hours! (I say it again) my feet really - KILLS ME!

But since I’m a practicumer, i really stop exactly when 8 hrs is over, and i'm not afraid to ask and commit mistake. Not like the casual employees that extends everytime it is busy. Well, why would i? I just can’t believe how casual employees stand it. It will take them years to be regular, still, doing the same job, only with a minimum salary. Then the management call that hotel a 5 star, what’s the difference to those who are working in 3 star? (less responsibility, but same pay?) That’s why my heads up to casual employees to that hotel.

I observed that in every department there were more casual employees than regulars. I don’t get it! They belong to the same manpower. So it’s not surprising some of the employees will decide unto applying somewhere else. How would the management retain its workers for the same system of promotion? I’m sorry to say but honestly, It’s not competitive.

Too bad, the majority of casual employees that I met are loyal, and I can say the dedication and hard work is very obvious. Though it’s slightly unfair, they don’t care and still do the job in the best way that they can even if they realize there were a whole lot more opportunity outside with that background. That hotel, I can say, is very blessed with their casual employees alone. But then of course, it’s possible not to retain them for more than half a decade.

After all, my concern is to learn more about the job. I don’t care what ever the problem is. Only the stability of my feet (I’ve said it again) to comply properly in their working hours.

applying for training

Seems like I have nothing to post huh? Yeah. That was right, but is doesn’t mean I have no time and feel lazy - No. Honestly, I always wanted to post but I guess there is nothing on my mind nowadays really. Except for some thoughts that is only meant sharing to my closest girlfriends.

Okay, I’ll admit since last month I worry for my career in the future (haha biglang ganon). You can’t blame me, I’m a graduating student for this school year, and tourism industry training is ahead for short, OJT. We aren’t one to those lucky students of these  schools or universities that are tied up to airlines or hotels. We have to do our own thing which is applying.

That’s why right after feasib, I have to be committed for the next one, and that is to have enough efforts in application. I don’t have what you called “backer” to fasten things up. I and two of my friends had to go through the hard way. After the stressful major college paper, I find no time for being laidback. I send my resumes to hotels right after everything in my academics is done. Meaning, I’m already late for choosing on where to have this damn training.

On the first week of intense physical strain in hotels all over metro manila, there were no calls from employers, not even one. That time, I was worried double time. What if I didn’t find? That was awful. I imagine myself to be accepted in some office that I really don’t want working with, just to fill up the requirements for that OJT.

Exactly after one week someone called for interview. And I feel a little of relief. I thought no one will ever call haha. This hotel is along Roxas Blvd, a 5 star thank god. But about that, I won’t tell the details for now, not yet sure if I’m 100% accepted. But I’m done with their required medicals and I’m still waiting for the results.

busy.. maybe

Our feasibility study is over. We ended up highest in our class, two groups tied in # 1 out of 7.  And we don’t mind not joining the competition. Joining there is achievement of course, but for me it’s just an added pressure and added work. I actually perceive it as the very good part, a same grade to that group who will compete. Ahw it is stress free!

 

So for now, honestly I don’t mind anything that has something to do with academics. The grades on remaining subjects aside from Tourism Business Planning is more than enough – enough to sustain even if I fail on finals. Oh well, I’ll fail only if my profs will count my absences (LOL). Everyone knows its multiple! But this would be my last time complying for academics in school. My very last sem, next semester will be spent on ojt and in nstp. So you read it right! I am through in every academic subjects in my degree.

Another good part is my classes will be on Wednesdays and Saturdays only. I don’t have class anymore on Sundays, Mondays, Tuesdays, Thursdays and Fridays. Isn’t it good? I love it. I’ll be a college student with only two days at the campus haha. I’ll be spending this good part on 3 weeks remaining for this semester.

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Yeah, mostly knows that I spend spare time just by sleeping in the last couple of weeks. That is the time when I totally miss spending time every night outside. I haven’t drink anything that has something to do with alcohol in almost a month – that wasn’t normal. Yes, but now I’m already free. Maybe you expect me to comeback unto something that I surely miss. I tell you NO, I’m not. That is what I love about myself, I am barely to be predicted. 

If you will ask me what I’m doing? I go to school, but I’m not going to class, lol. Another thing is last few days I am not always online. It’s not like I don’t have a choice. I put down a little night out, dinner, movies, sessions these past few days. Maybe you think I do have a problem. No, actually that’s exactly behind it. I don’t have even one.

But every day is something to look forward. It doesn’t mean my social life is zero. I still spend lunch and coffee with treasured friends from school. Yes very simple, it’s my decision to take time in its simplest on my most luxurious-free time. I watched and spend all my money on dvd’s – movies that I definitely miss on cinemas. I even finishing gossip girl season 1 and 2 as of now. And prefer to watch basketball games live – on tv. Not in araneta coliseum (live is sometimes heartbreaking). Next week I’ll be reading the books that are listed below. At least  1 or 2.

Hey it wasn’t boring. I’ts just that I enjoyed myself well enough during college, and this time is something that I will surely miss when I’m already working. Anyway, this will only be for awhile.
-    Before the sem ends, I should have applied on a company that I will go on my OJT to. (doesn’t sounds easy) 

randomly updating

I always wanted to post here in a fixed order. Because at least at this time I’m not the only one who read this unlike the old times – but well it’s just a guess. But it happens that I have been busy for something that is not actually meaningful (if that’s what you wanna call it)

meaningful - in a comprehensive manner like being active in academics or something. Nowadays I just want to get out of my usual routine, getting rid of my regular habit, which is getting disturbed and overspending, when I’m alone, stressing myself to blame things why I have done that but still - happens for the next day.

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The last few days:

May be the most “accordance to me” days of my college life. I get what I want, got the nice profs, the schedule that I want, no doubt for my subjects as of now (at least), get rid of too much unreasonable early absences, and a little extra money that is enough for emergency shopping – which I actually don’t have before, something like that.

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My birthday is like tomorrow or 20 minutes from now. It is not a surprise that I don’t have any plans. Not even a single one except I’ll be absent for class. If I’ll be giving a treat, it will only happen by chance. Because that’s real honest - I really have no plan. But I do really appreciate those who want it, those who doesn’t forget it, those who greet early. Thank you really. I love you all, in the sincerest part of my heart. :’)

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I had stopped reading novels. Now I know it depends on the “weather”. Sometimes you want to read all of the works of this writer or at least one, but now, it’s not like that, I don’t feel like it. But maybe I will if someone give me the latest one of D.B which is The Lost Symbol. I am also planning to read it all of his works again. hahaha

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One thing that I am very proud as of these days is that - I’m on my 7th week for St.Jude Church. Yeah, I go there every Thursday alone. I have to complete 9 consecutive Thursdays so that my wish will be in command – that’s what they say. But it’s not my whole point on why I’m going there. It is just that, even before, I’m really a devotee of this church, I can say that St.Jude grants all my wish, he’s very nice to me. This time I am just trying to complete the 9 day mass and novena. I will not mention my wish, but it is something that I have been wishing all my life, that I can never ask for more when it happens (that is the good part of having a strong religious faith – you self medicate) LOL

rudimentary

Start of classes is always a pleasure for me. For the reason that i don't have to worry for something, i see it as a chance to start it rightfully. But then i am having a hard time waking up early. Start of my everyday class is 7:30 meaning, i have to wake up 6am. That was actually the time im in the middle of my dreams! And as you can notice 6am is still dark outside due to climate (Pre - Christmas season) it's so good to sleep. (sigh*) that's why i am absent for the whole 1st - 1 week! it doesn't make me feel guilty but not as the 2nd week - i missed multiple absences and quizzes. I also commit many counts of absences for some major subjects, hey! that wasn't according to my plan!

But i am lucky and blessed: adjustment - it is always very hard for me, but i am born to be done with it so fast - to the fact you cannot imagine. Major adaptations wont require months or years for me.

junior year

Several days to go I’ll be the 3rd year student that I’ve been dreaming since I got into the pool of aspiring college students. For the first time my tendency of planning for the future wasn’t in the end all the way. My dream is “bitin”, I know because it makes me feel so excited for the heavy duty subjects, I am grateful that I really love the course that I am taking. I believe in the junior year, I will arrive at a deeper understanding of why is everyone studying and to appreciate more the benefits of education. So far I have a clue for the learning that I have in the field that I have chosen. Sometimes it makes me proud, that I know certain things; not just in tourism but also in commerce/management. Maybe because I give much value for knowledge, At least.

I recall in:

Freshmen, I’m in the process of so much adjustment; I planned to be a good girl. It was like a transformation of evil to be an angel only for one day. Everything is new, the school, environment, living alone, type of friends, congested city around me, mode of transportation and additional to that is the studying habits.

I’m shock in general, I tend to perceive that everything we do in that time is unbelievably hard for fresh graduates in high school, I wasn’t exaggerating but the feeling is like that. It makes me feel that there is no exact word can explain on what type of progress is in between high school to college. Actually the feeling is that there wasn’t a progress, it’s like I was climbing between two walls, another is so much higher with no ladders between it.

I was glad that I have been through that level which they literally call, Adjustment period. Also, I realize that I am capable, flexible; not so stressed in adaptation of changes.

Sophomore, is my lazy period. I admit I won’t pass without the help of my friends. I tried to work things on my own, but as usual my procrastinating skill had overcome. I finish things in the last minute, meaning my own works weren’t in its best. Since, I have a very promising schedule the start of my classes is always on the afternoon onwards, still I find it really hard to wake up in the afternoon. But there will always be a positive part which is; i belong to a block section that i will always wanted.

Looking back for these two years makes me proud despite the instances. I don’t have a failing grade compared to some of my classmates that I used to be with. If I can just spell the words on how hard it is for me to get through this, it was'nt that easy. On the other hand, there’s a certain pleasure to bring vividly in my mind that I was so tired then but I made it.

Im on the second half now, good luck for me.

Juana Tamad

I’m experiencing too much inferiority now, I mean, I know ever since that I am not normal like the people that I use to classify that is same as my breed. Almost all of the people that I knew and vice versa were not so far the way that I behave, but this time I can say that I’m the worst one.

Before, I was afraid that too much laziness will come back to me, it was from when I was junior to senior year in high school. But I’m not like this when I became college, It’s turning back!

My procrastinating “skills” had came to its “best” meaning, my sense of productivity had finally shut down. It is sad to say, if before I’m delaying everything, now I end up not doing anything. So my end- product will just be a “smart copy” of mine from the people who’s doing the same thing. Yes of course it’s a sign of irresponsibility and immaturity or whatever you wanna call it. But you know what? I know I have to do this specific things in certain times but I really c-a-n-n-o-t! instead of meeting the things that I should do, I use to finish something else which is not needed at the moment. It’s like I don’t care in anything and seriously, it bothers me so much.

Just a while in our classroom with classmates, everybody was so busy answering a quiz. It’s about quotations and costing for one of our major subjects. I transferred seat which is at the back, so our prof wont caught me so busy waiting. As I sit I was quiet, staring to my classmates, watching them asking to each other what or how to do it, then some was busy doing their own thing. And for goodness, I was just there the hard part is that I’m “waiting” to be through it all so that the answers will be just forwarded to me, I don’t even bother to ask “what we will do?”, “what is the one we will compute in this?”

My image in this block (section) is a perfect model to illustrate juan tamad.

And this is not just something that I build up, it’s from I had observed. Any way at least I know that I have above-normal human perception. Just to make you know that I am not stringing negativity to myself.

As I watch them, I’m busy convincing my self that everything is still under control, that I won’t have any failing grade this semester. Because I’m passing everything the only difference is that I’m not doing my own layout and I have multiple absences. (Uggh! haha) Apparently, it’s true, successfully I convinced myself, LOL. Telling that, just because it is, it doesn’t mean it would be.

Beware

The funny thing about this blog is that it doesn’t have publicity. I think I’m the only one who read this. But don’t laugh yet, I knew it even from the start. On this lifestyle I am on, people are so much into friendster and for some is multiply. I have it both even myspace and this. Those three is ongoing including public accounts, LOL. But as of now I enjoy the one that is inactive to be seen by my friends. I don’t know, it feels like doing anything you want. But of course whenever it is on the internet it doesn’t have any privacy at all. Even friendster private profile and albums can be viewed by some in their own tricky way. And its not so far, possibly also multiply. Too bad for those who are keeping their secrets or should I say secret publicity on the internet, it’s a bad idea, I recommend to delete it immediately. Don’t be fooled by the settings in the internet, PUBLIC or PRIVATE its just the same! Haha. But don’t react yet, I know there’s still a thin line between the two of that, specially for those who doesn’t have any idea. Then afterwards for those who want to ask “how?”

Don’t ask me, I don’t know. But I have an idea. Viewing private albums is actually easier that viewing private profiles. “how” again? They change certain words on the page’s URL. But as from the news underground, it has now been fixed by friendster. But here’s the latest: a new browser has been developed that when it has been downloaded, you can log in to that specific page and there you go, you can view any single private accounts you want.

But why am I saying this? Nothing, I just feel like spilling it out. And on the first place I’m the only one who’s reading this Hahaha. I know I’m not doing any sense here but at least for some say thanks to me, STALKERS! Haha. You all now have an idea, then of course the next thing you do is you will google it. But hey, I’ll tell you, the real one is somewhere else! haha

Procrastination is the thief of time

These RATIONALIZATIONS needs to be defeated.

1. "I'm more productive when I work under pressure, so I'm postponing all my work until the pressure builds up and then I'll get it done easily." hahaha
 
2. "I don't know how to do this problem, so I'm waiting until I know how before I do it."
 
3. "This task isn't getting done because I really don't want to do it. And that's the honest truth" amp
 
4. "Relax. The world isn't going to come to an end if this doesn't get done." yea right!
 
5. "This job is easier to do when I'm in the mood, and I'm simply not in the mood right now."wohoooo!! haha
 
6. "I waited until the last moment before and it worked out okay, so why not this time?"
 
7. "If I wait until the last minute, I won't spend so much time on it."
 
8. "If I do this work right now, I'll miss out on a once-in-a-lifetime social event."
 
9. "Circumstances beyond my control prevented me from doing so." oh gosh
 
10. "I've worked on this for so long that I have no interest or energy for it."

Back to School

School is in the air and I’m still the student that I used to be. But this year I’m more excited about it. Dahil isang bwan din yatang parang sirang plaka ang buhay ko. You know, when you wake up in the morning maybe 11:59 am and you will eat and then watch t.v, too bad hindi ako nakakatagal sa t.v, so I just have to find anything else that can pass my time by. So when im done in that, I will sleep again. And then when I wake up it’s snack time! Afterwards watch t.v lol! until I catch my sleepy eyes so it’s time to lie on my bed। Araw-araw ganon! Yes! Hindi ako umaalis ng bahay.


So that’s why I’m still happy that im back to school even if I found out that all of my major subjects can make me so pressured. Hindi ako nagsisisi na na-excite ako. Hahaha. And one thing, these days parang ang gaan ng buhay, wala akong personal problems. Hahaha. But I know, I just have to cherish this. hehe

Thurs-Fri

Today is Friday and I did not make it yesterday (blogged) because I’ve been to St. Jude church right after class; just beside Malacañang Palace in the middle of Mendiola (Manila). It’s my first time visiting this church, that’s why i have my wish. LOL.

This place makes me smile, this church was visited and being crowded of almost college students. It's so funny when we are just about to go home, the guards are putting some metal bars with stitches of torned metal wires along our way. Some people ask the guards why and how we're gonna get through, then they say there would be having a rally; as this church is just beside Malacañang Palace. Hmm... no wonder why the universities along Mendiola have no classes during major rallies =)) (swerte? Hehe) so we just have to jump over the barriers beside us so we could get to the other side of the street to exit.

By the way, its raining hard outside i’m so happy! I'm going back to Laguna na! I’m already dying to go home since yesterday! It's been a long week for me in school and there were so many things that I have studied. But anyway, its so nice! I always got the highest score in quizzes this week. But U really want to go home na =( ang init dito sa maynila, and my wallet is already crying for some help!

Summer

I never thought that summer classes will turnout just like this. Fun! No assignments and projects whatsoever, only quizzes. Then same allowance will be given to you. Haha. And of course the luxury of time being alone, you have the privilege to think where you will spend the rest of the day.

I only have 1 subject to take for summer. Hmm.. not to mention the heat of the sun. Arrggh. I really hate sunny days, it makes me sick. And the rushing of the lessons. We have to be through in all of this in just 5weeks. Also, everyday quiz!

But it’s okay.. no stress attached :) I just like the way that I have something to do in these days they call summer. ‘Cause really I don’t love summer vacations just like anybody else; I’d rather got to the beach every ‘ber months =)) not because of my skin will get dark, LOL. I just don’t like the feeling that I am heated. haha

But still, I have the whole month of may and 1st week of june. What else I would do? Hmm…