Friday, March 13, 2015

as of now

I attained something I've always wanted only to realize it's not the right time. I did everything carefully and did the right planning. However, after keeping up with it I found everyday the most difficult - Too exhausted at the end of the day. Which ended up with the decision in giving myself a break, letting all the consequences break; in exchange of the much time I truly need. 

Months had passed and looking back, I couldn't agree more with the decision that I made. But I still do have consequences to face. It's starting to sink in, I'm creating barriers against it with all of my ability, but none of it is working (at least as of now).

I learned the relational importance of timing and opportunities. Two different things you can't just force as it doesn't usually come together.