Merry Christmas

I have a conversation to this guy who I have been checking lately. I tend to think that his questions are simple but for the meantime why is it so hard to answer it directly? I answer him from my front mind but in the end I realize that I don’t even understand what I am saying. He’s like asking more whenever I answer him from the first one’s and then I end up thinking, asking to myself “what is it really? Hey I thought knew this!”

Anyway! one thing I got so sure of: I don’t want any "thing" as of now in this year. But well, five more days to go before new year :))

Procrastination is the thief of time

These RATIONALIZATIONS needs to be defeated.

1. "I'm more productive when I work under pressure, so I'm postponing all my work until the pressure builds up and then I'll get it done easily." hahaha
 
2. "I don't know how to do this problem, so I'm waiting until I know how before I do it."
 
3. "This task isn't getting done because I really don't want to do it. And that's the honest truth" amp
 
4. "Relax. The world isn't going to come to an end if this doesn't get done." yea right!
 
5. "This job is easier to do when I'm in the mood, and I'm simply not in the mood right now."wohoooo!! haha
 
6. "I waited until the last moment before and it worked out okay, so why not this time?"
 
7. "If I wait until the last minute, I won't spend so much time on it."
 
8. "If I do this work right now, I'll miss out on a once-in-a-lifetime social event."
 
9. "Circumstances beyond my control prevented me from doing so." oh gosh
 
10. "I've worked on this for so long that I have no interest or energy for it."

Just do it!

I learn to appreciate the fact that when a goal is too easy to attain, it is not as valuable as some "things" that takes your sweat and toil to reach. So hesitating to take a more difficult route than everyone else is taking will actually "sometimes" bear more. Some might get there faster or more easily, but they are not going to learn as much from the experience. And in the end, the whole journey will be rewarding. The new found pride from what you have done will feed or produce your confidence and get you noticed by the people who matters to you.

I just dont get it

1. Why i keep on checking this blog (at least once in two weeks) for what i know no one is really interested! =))

2. I joined a competition recently that will require a lot of time. (okay I’m willing to sacrifice the luxury of time) but how I wish it was just the time. Now I understand that it’s not that easy, contests like this will acquire you to be strong in any phases of psychological matters =)) But I’m pretty sure I can win this.

3. We all know that college sembreak is near to an end. I’m excited to go to school (himala!), know why?! Because I chose the wrong block section accidentally while enrolling. So stupid! That’s why I really have to go to school as soon as it opens because the adjustment period will be right on the starting of classes;

4. I have to be at that block! because of the schedule. Even if it’s earliest is in 7:30am (amp. pahirapan nanaman to!) basta I have to have it. because I need the extra time for midweek and weekends.

5. why are there some people who are willing to be dishonest just for the sake of prize money. Hahaha

6. The taller you are (height), the more less chances you will encounter poverty. lol

7. Why I can’t make any papers done (reaction, term, etc.) if it wasn’t still the day of the deadline? Really, i can’t think anything to write if I know there is still a 1 week ahead.

8. why I keep on applying a part-time job to the fact that it will be harder for me and should be committed to some things. :p

9. when it comes to projects assignments etc. i always end up doing the best layouts that i can do when i cram! is it normal? should i be happy for this? =)

I know i am

Introverted
Contrary to what most people think, an introvert is not simply a person who is shy. In fact, being shy has little to do with being an introvert! Shyness has an element of apprehension, nervousness and anxiety, and while an introvert may also be shy, introversion itself is not shyness. Basically, an introvert is a person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.

Introverts are more concerned with the inner world of the mind. They enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings. They often avoid social situations because being around people drains their energy. This is true even if they have good social skills. After being with people for any length of time, such as at a party, they need time alone to "recharge."

When introverts want to be alone, it is not, by itself, a sign of depression. It means that they either need to regain their energy from being around people or that they simply want the time to be with their own thoughts. Being with people, even people they like and are comfortable with, can prevent them from their desire to be quietly introspective.

Being introspective, though, does not mean that an introvert never has conversations. However, those conversations are generally about ideas and concepts, not about what they consider the trivial matters of social small talk.