Subjective

Do you get easily embarrassed
Yes, but inconsistently. And I have nothing to with it but to be quiet. Liars
usually pissed me so easily, but still I think I am blessed with a good humility.

Describe your ideal man
I really can’t answer this question immediately. Because its not always official, I know everyone can make any kind of exceptions when it comes to the person they use to like. But certainly not a perfect man (someone who’s not tall, dark and handsome Lol. ) you know, just enough who’s not also seeking another perfect girl too. Haha

When you were in school, did you speak up in class?
I recite whenever it is graded. I don’t answer any long conversational questions to impress my classmates or my teacher. I know I’m not alone! Of course there were some who really don’t participate only if it is in their gain. hahaha

Did you sit in front or the back?
I use to sit in front when I was younger because I am blur eyed, but sometimes teachers keep transferring me at the back because I’m taller than average girls. And it depends on the subject if it really matters to me

Do you wake up easily in the morning or require coffee, exercise, or something else to get you going?
no i definitely can't wake up easily in the morning. haha. cold water does help.

What is your own personal bedtime routine?
Wash, brush, pray.

What qualities you look for in a friend. in other words, what causes you to really “click” with someone?
I think of anyone who can be true and comfortable her/himself. Someone who’s not requiring to be with.

Are you the type who plans the future or goes with the flow
I usually have a general plan but it includes going with the flow. Haha. I mean, everything you want doesn’t usually go in your way while there is something better that is bound to be one of the choices. It’s like going with the flow but still prioritizing or focused to your plans

What is a lie that you often tell yourself?
None. I’m brutally honest to myself, I analyze reality (lol) ‘cause I think it is the way it should be. I don’t know!

What is one piece of advice that was one of the best you’ve ever received?
“You become what you think about” this is somehow connected to one’s perception. It’s true literally. I don’t know where I got this but in most situations every people cannot help to think negatively to the outcome of their opinions or in things they have to do, and sometimes it leads to building up discouragement or quitting.

Tell us about something you accomplished this week that you’re happy about.
This time, I didn’t let a single opportunity pass :) but still there were some things I failed to meet. lol

About a task or project you have that you have been procrastinating about for a long time?
I’m procrastinating in almost everything! especially if it's not easy to do/research. I end up copying to someone or else I’ll end up doing it in very short time span. lol

Year 2009 Overview - Leo

In 2009, you find yourself connecting with people effortlessly as your warm-hearted actions are acknowledged and radiated back to you in a way you've never experienced before. The confident joy and happiness you freely give to others gives you the innate ability to be productive. For you, kind actions are the way to transformation and success. 

This is a perfect time for proud Leo, because you have the desire, drive and power to help society. You realize there's work to do, and you'll give a helping hand wherever you can. You are ready to align yourself with a higher level of awareness, and exhibit a regenerative attitude is about reaping the harvest by submitting to the larger purpose. What you are able to give to others directly reflects the transformation happening within you.

Your heart is in the right place, and you are likely to accomplish all that you set out to do this year. You're developing excellent skills in your own personal transformation process, and you are ready to make the conscious decision to be the best you can be. You feel secure, and the beauty of who you are shines through easily and effortlessly.

Merry Christmas

I have a conversation to this guy who I have been checking lately. I tend to think that his questions are simple but for the meantime why is it so hard to answer it directly? I answer him from my front mind but in the end I realize that I don’t even understand what I am saying. He’s like asking more whenever I answer him from the first one’s and then I end up thinking, asking to myself “what is it really? Hey I thought knew this!”

Anyway! one thing I got so sure of: I don’t want any "thing" as of now in this year. But well, five more days to go before new year :))

Procrastination is the thief of time

These RATIONALIZATIONS needs to be defeated.

1. "I'm more productive when I work under pressure, so I'm postponing all my work until the pressure builds up and then I'll get it done easily." hahaha
 
2. "I don't know how to do this problem, so I'm waiting until I know how before I do it."
 
3. "This task isn't getting done because I really don't want to do it. And that's the honest truth" amp
 
4. "Relax. The world isn't going to come to an end if this doesn't get done." yea right!
 
5. "This job is easier to do when I'm in the mood, and I'm simply not in the mood right now."wohoooo!! haha
 
6. "I waited until the last moment before and it worked out okay, so why not this time?"
 
7. "If I wait until the last minute, I won't spend so much time on it."
 
8. "If I do this work right now, I'll miss out on a once-in-a-lifetime social event."
 
9. "Circumstances beyond my control prevented me from doing so." oh gosh
 
10. "I've worked on this for so long that I have no interest or energy for it."

Just do it!

I learn to appreciate the fact that when a goal is too easy to attain, it is not as valuable as some "things" that takes your sweat and toil to reach. So hesitating to take a more difficult route than everyone else is taking will actually "sometimes" bear more. Some might get there faster or more easily, but they are not going to learn as much from the experience. And in the end, the whole journey will be rewarding. The new found pride from what you have done will feed or produce your confidence and get you noticed by the people who matters to you.