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Despite being an annoyance, i still believe that someone would be be brave enough to face the monster in me and would just hug me tight when i'm about to mutate

Worthy Heartbreak

Love -this can't be define in such a hurry even if everyone else is in the feeling upon it.

everyone else- my parents, my classmates, my friends.

I remember how a classmate got emotional, when she and her bf for years had separated. Looking at her seems so hurt and depressed, as if she will never get through; or as if she will never move on.

I also remember a friend who got accidentally in love to a guy that was just a fling. It took a long time for her to get through; before she learned that it was just a fling.

takes a long time- as in long. for a fling...it's not worth it

The days when their emotions are good as new, i am there. But what will I say? I don't have any idea in feelings like this. I am aware, but i never experienced it. All I can do is to make them feel better. If they could just sum up all that I say, it is simple like this: "Let him go"

That would be all I have to say, LOL. What can i do? I have nothing to do! I don't know anything about it.

Now I know why I am not experiencing issues like this; Of all the broken hearted stories I heard from the people around me , i learned. and that maybe the reason why i am so aware. I refused when i know i'm in the entrance door of emotional attachment. And that maybe my weakness; To be emotionally attached.

Luckily, no one still caught it until now.

I know it's not good. I know i have to know this emotions on my own. It's a part of life. Right?

Not accomodating or letting things like this doesn't mean that i am afraid.

I'ts just that i think... I have to be less careful. haha

Survey

regrets?

nothing

most influential people to you?

mothers

favorite food?

anything that was grilled

corniest people for you?

those who post their “emotional love affair” in friendster =))

who do you want to be?

Giselle bundchen. haha

what will you do if you turned back 10 yrs ago?

I should have been a vegetarian. haha

what makes you laugh/ smile?

anything unusual. anything that was caught in the act =))

what makes you insulted?

goodbyes without any permission.

what makes you inspired?

love ones. lol

what makes you perspire?

^???? =))))

what makes you strong?

I am emotionally restrained

your dream destination?

any remote islands. amanpulo, as of now ^_^

your dream property?

“the world” - (it is a man made islands) and spratley islands. atleast one. hahaha

your worst behavior?

walang paninindigan. hahaha

your behavior?

not constant.

your hidden talent?

passing without studying. LOL.

your guilty pleasures?

food. fast food chains just to be exact!

your worst habit?

cigarettes

your weirdest thing you said, but not really?

“mom, can we not attend the graduation? (hs), I’m lazy and we have nothing to do” =))

your paradox that can’t be changed?

the world is too big while life is too short. everybody wants to be in heaven but nobody wants to come first.

you’ll die if?

I don’t have money

you cannot?

eat anything exotic except balot and isaw =))

you hate..?

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Thurs-Fri

Today is Friday and I did not make it yesterday (blogged) because I’ve been to St. Jude church right after class; just beside Malacañang Palace in the middle of Mendiola (Manila). It’s my first time visiting this church, that’s why i have my wish. LOL.

This place makes me smile, this church was visited and being crowded of almost college students. It's so funny when we are just about to go home, the guards are putting some metal bars with stitches of torned metal wires along our way. Some people ask the guards why and how we're gonna get through, then they say there would be having a rally; as this church is just beside Malacañang Palace. Hmm... no wonder why the universities along Mendiola have no classes during major rallies =)) (swerte? Hehe) so we just have to jump over the barriers beside us so we could get to the other side of the street to exit.

By the way, its raining hard outside i’m so happy! I'm going back to Laguna na! I’m already dying to go home since yesterday! It's been a long week for me in school and there were so many things that I have studied. But anyway, its so nice! I always got the highest score in quizzes this week. But U really want to go home na =( ang init dito sa maynila, and my wallet is already crying for some help!

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Just when you thought he's the perfect person for you,

all of a sudden you will realize that he's not
he might be what you wished for but maybe..

just maybe,

God made you know him for a certain reason...

but not the reason you wished for.