Friday, January 15, 2010

really

Some of my favorite lines from the works of my favorite writers.


Paulo Coelho

"What is the real I? It's what you are, not what others make of you."

"A man has to choose. This is where lies his strength: in the power of his decisions."

"Be brave. Take risks. Nothing can substitute experience."

"You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen."

"When there is no turning back, then we should concern ourselves only with the best way of going forward."

"An awareness of death encourages us to live more intensely."

“When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.”

“A warrior of light who trusts too much in his intelligence will end up underestimating the power of his opponent.”


Mitch Albom

"Learn to detach. Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent. But detachment doesn't mean you don't let the experience penetrate you. On the contrary, you let it penetrate fully. That's how you are able to leave it. Take any emotion--love for a woman, or grief for a loved one, or what I'm going through, fear and pain from a deadly illness. If you hold back on the emotions--if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them--you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that love entails. But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is. You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only then can you say, 'All right, I have experienced that emotion. I recognize that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment."

"But all endings are also beginnings. We just don't know it at the time."

“You have to work at creating your own culture.”

“People are only mean when they're threatened, and that's what our culture does. That's what our economy does.”

"As you grow old, you learn more. If you stayed at twenty-two, you'd always be as ignorant as you were at twenty-two. Aging is not just decay, you know. It's growth. It's more than the negative that you're going to die, its also the positive that you understand you're going to die, and that you live a better life because of it."


Dan Brown

"Our minds sometimes see what our hearts wish were true."

"Each of us knows all. We need only open our minds to hear our own wisdom."

"Smart people don't have the luxury of playing stupid."

"Everything is possible. The impossible just takes longer."

"Religion is like language or dress. We gravitate toward the practices with which we were raised. In the end, though, we are all proclaiming the same thing. That life has meaning. That we are grateful for the power that created us."

"Science and religion are not at odds. Science is simply too young to understand."

“That is the definition of faith -- acceptance of that which we imagine to be true, that which we cannot prove.”

“Metaphors are a way to help our minds process the unprocessible. The problem arise when we begin to believe literally in our own metaphors. Those who truly understand their faiths understand the stories are metaphorical.”


Friday, January 8, 2010

Year 2010 Overview - Leo



Oh, big playful Leo -- how the last couple of years have been dramatic (and often less than kind) for you! There's litte doubt that whatever you've gone through in the last year, the uppers have fueled your inherent charm and lovability, and the downers have gotten a little ignored. That's one of the problems with being a Leo: you can be so sunny that no one notices the rainy days. Mars in your sign this spring is going to give you newfound energy and motivation to really get things done your way, and the summer will bring new opportunities to express yourself.


The challenges will be slowly changing from big drama to smaller, more manageable issues. You've probably been too busy taking care of others to really take care of yourself lately, but 2010 marks a new direction in taking yourself seriously, and taking care of yourself with the due diligence and concern you usually reserve for others. Don't think of it as becoming inwardly-focused; think of it as doing the necessary maintenance on yourself so you can do a better job of letting your light shine for others. 

Life is going to be taking a turn for the philosophical in the next year. All of the noise and confusion of the last year may have made you neglect your Higher Self; that too should be a part of your personal care regimen. This year is going to provide ample opportunities for you to get caught up on your spiritual homework. And, unlike regular homework, you'll probably feel like there's a point to doing it!



http://shine.yahoo.com/astrology/leo/yearly-overview/

Monday, December 21, 2009

hi there twenty ten

New year's resolution seems to be a habit and not a principle anymore. Usually, it comes to consciousness after the day of Christmas. In my case, it never comes to my mind in any day of the year; setting out plan something like "New Year's Resolution" i perceive it as too impractical, since i'm one of the breed of persons that things doesn't usually come out according to own plans - I'd rather not to keep anything! I know it wont be something that i can keep for the entire year; something i will give up in every moment of possession. And just like any other regular day, new year's eve will just pass by. Tell me if i'm wrong! That's a fact!

As i woke up this morning i am wondering why i have this kind of energy to have my way around my mind about this matter (Resolution) "it's too many days early for that" i thought. But then i can't stop. There were so many things i have to fix for myself, especially those that have negative impacts on me as a human being. Then i thought again "i cant keep a promise, even to myself", except to one: "just forget about it, let things go on its way". Letting fate go on my way and not contradicting it is actually my yearly plan. Ask me "why??" the answer is "it is easy".

But i feel like this year (2009) is too rewarding. It needs some appreciation of honor, haha.

  1. First, is the worst cases of problems that would possibly come hasn't come. And i am very thankful for that, this is something that i had already experienced in the previous years and i don't want it to be repeated - i don't want any of those that means a lot to me; those that i give so much value to be at matter of life stake - Family. No one got sick, no one got hurt.
  2. Second, is not failing in my priority which is studies. Together with all the vices and savoring the most lazy time you can ever feel with no reason, always late and not always present, too much procrastination, loves to sleep, having hard time waking up early in the morning and lacked in resources together with no patience is something that i describe myself as a student. That is why i'm so happy i have no any back subjects surviving in my 3rd year, who still remains as a regular student. 
  3. Last things are not the least:
  • For new friends who had come; friends who still stayed the same; friends who built a tighter bond; friends who came back and friends who had shared a different breed of individuality.
  • People who come and go; people whom i shared a little moment; people who just recognize me and people who i just know.

There are so many of them in different cases. But every each of them, good or bad, had something to do with me of who i am now. I'm the type who learned so much being with other people - the reason why i love true people, the worst ones may be the better. They never fails to amuse me, i always find them interesting and made me so determine in knowing them about certainty.
  • Things i haven't tried before like trying to be in less control. I'm pointing out to the instances i am very aware or avoiding before. (I don't want to be specific in this)
Things I have set myself to be in caution a long time ago, because i know in the end it will hurt. But still, i give it a chance. In the end i failed, and learned seeing my self to be done and get through. This had big contribution in knowing myself better.. than ever! I am very grateful for the whole process. Afterall, it wasn't harder than i thought. I even want to make it better for the next-lucky one. Haha
  • Learnings that can only be gain by experience.

I found out there is always a problem that you are clueless that it will come, it came with you making you no idea until you found out that there is always a reason behind and you just don't know particularly what is the point. You cannot find it before or even while it is ongoing. Just when after you totally overcome - you can even overlook it beyond, only; when everything has ended.

Everything that i have mentioned above is something that is out of control. But then, i have gained it. Truly, it was something i am so thankful. This were the things if i am not aware, i wont be able to recognize.

To recompense, my plan wasn't something like to stop smoking, drinking or going out. My personal luxury will still continue, in fact, i'll add some, like:

  • Read more books (by trying some authors)
  • Go out more with friends (except for the 1st quarter of the year)
  • Invest more on books (so that i can refrain in buying food in QSR's)
  • Try to apply for part time job (if i'll be lucky)
  • Cooperation in group matters (whatever groups)
  • Listen more to other genre
  • Save some money (coins) lol
  • and, Quit resentment to anyone ^^
That were some. After all, year 2009 is something to be important for everyone. There were good and bad things had come,overcome and ended.But for me, there is no turning back.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

rudimentary

Start of classes is always a pleasure for me. For the reason that i don't have to worry for something, i see it as a chance to start it rightfully. But then i am having a hard time waking up early. Start of my everyday class is 7:30 meaning, i have to wake up 6am. That was actually the time im in the middle of my dreams! And as you can notice 6am is still dark outside due to climate (Pre - Christmas season) it's so good to sleep. (sigh*) that's why i am absent for the whole 1st - 1 week! it doesn't make me feel guilty but not as the 2nd week - i missed multiple absences and quizzes. I also commit many counts of absences for some major subjects, hey! that wasn't according to my plan!

But i am lucky and blessed: adjustment - it is always very hard for me, but i am born to be done with it so fast - to the fact you cannot imagine. Major adaptations wont require months or years for me.

terminate

Kung wala ka nang gustong sabihin
Huwag ka nang tumigin ng ganyan,
Kung bukas ako'y kalilimutan
Sana naman ngayo'y
di mo na isiping ako'y tawagan

[Pre-refrain]
At habang may panahon
Huwag na nating hintaying, lumalim pa
At masakit nang tanggapin

[Chorus]
Ang pag-alis ng iyong liwanag
Na gumising sa mahabang gabi
Ika'y langit ngunit baka masanay
At di na kakayanin ang iyong pag alis

Kung wala ka ng gustong marinig
Ako'y aalis at mananahimik
Ang kahapon na nais kong limutin
Sana naman huwag ng manumbalik,
At bigyan pansin

(Repeat pre-refrain)
(Repeat chorus)