When you grab every chance going out, even if you’re so worn out and tired;
When you want to achieve a higher tolerance for alcohol, even if you never drink for no reason before (well, that wasn’t me) haha
When you’re surrounded with your most preferred friends but then, you still feel lonely and alone;
When you reminisce on something good, and you hate it so much just for the reason you “remember”;
When you hate being alone, but deep inside that is exactly what you needed;
You know exactly what is happening every time these unreasonable things happens, and you definitely don’t want it for yourself;
You’ll never know where the edge after you’ve gone over it.
On the other hand, you also know when something is GONE but then, any single of the statements above is NOT.
Then you know what you have been into.
