open letter

Dear Creator,

I wish I could pray for the first time stating something that isn’t for what I hope you wanted me to be. But I am sure this is NO thank you’s, NO asking for forgiveness, or wishing for something. Just an honest declaration.

Everything I prayed for, especially for this past few days, is maybe just what I wanted. I literally don’t know what it is on your side, at least there’s one way I know how.  On the other hand, I think it isn’t so selfish enough to the fact that the road I will always be willing to take is the only way going to you.

We both know I am inconsistent. A word that had perfectly linked my other qualities to describe my character well. Also the reason why I always made a final decision that changes from time to time or if not; the decision is TOO FIRM to the point i exactly know what to do more than anyone else I guess. (well, it seldom happens, but trust me i don't think you want it that way all the time)

I’m not saying it's a bad thing, not a good thing either; it has pros and cons; sometimes it helps me a lot to feel absolutely better, and sometimes it makes me feel worst. That, had always made me realize I'm a real HUMAN that is just TRULY seeking hard for guidance.

For every day, I always pray that just don’t let me get through in the 1st path if I wouldn’t make it all the way. I'm thinking i would hurt more if i just make it halfway. Which is what you always did and never did let me on any of it, may be not just YET. I trust you, for me it simply means you have this specific one that you wanted me to take. I have a feeling it will be sooner. To the fact, I am here today - so alive.

I am working hard with the finest right motivations around me, finding this road that will mean a mutual decision of you and me. I’ m wanting only the best for myself, who doesn’t? That, sometimes makes me feel sorry for myself, because I know that I won't stop to require myself in working hard for it - until I have it. 

Whatever happens, no matter how you blessed me well, I will always believe in you.

Love,
D

quoted 101

"The person who gets the farthest is generally the one who is willing to do and dare. The sure-thing boat never gets far from shore."

-Dale Carnegie

22 dumb facts about men

1. Why does a man have a clear conscience?

Because it's never used.

2. Why is psychoanalysis a lot quicker for a man then for a

women?

Because when it's time to go back to childhood, he's already

there.

3. If a man and a woman fell off a 10-story building at the same

time,who would reach the ground first?

The woman, the man would get lost.

6. How do men exercise at the beach?

By sucking in their stomachs every time they see a woman in a

bikini.

7. What do you call a man with half a brain?

Gifted.

8. What's the difference between government bonds and men?

Bonds mature.

9. What did God say after creating man?

I can do better.

10. What are two reasons why men don't mind their own business?

1. No mind. 2. No business.

11. Only a man would buy a $500 car and put a $4000 stereo in it.

12. A woman of 35 thinks of having children. What does a man of

35 think of?

Dating children.

13. What should you give a man who has everything?

A woman to show him how to work it.

14. Why do black widow spiders kill their males after mating?

To stop the snoring before it starts.

15. Why don't men have mid-life crises?

They stay stuck in adolescence.

16. How does a man show he's planning for the future?

He buys two cases of beer instead of one.

17. How is being at a singles bar different from going to the

circus?

At the circus the clowns don't talk.

18. What makes men chase women they have no intention of

marrying?

The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention

of driving.

19. What do you do with a bachelor who thinks he's God's gift?

Exchange him.

20. Why do bachelors like smart women?

Opposites attract.

21. Why are husbands like lawn mowers?

They're hard to get started, emit foul odors, and don't work half

the time.

22. What is the thinnest book in the world?

What Men Know About Women

By: Anisha

Isaiah 41:10

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

infatuation manifesto

When every dramatic song you hear seems like is made and written for you;

When you grab every chance going out, even if you’re so worn out and tired;

When you want to achieve a higher tolerance for alcohol, even if you never drink for no reason before (well, that wasn’t me) haha

When you’re surrounded with your most preferred friends but then, you still feel lonely and alone;

When you reminisce on something good, and you hate it so much just for the reason you “remember”;

When you hate being alone, but deep inside that is exactly what you needed;

You know exactly what is happening every time these unreasonable things happens, and you definitely don’t want it for yourself;

You’ll never know where the edge after you’ve gone over it.

On the other hand, you also know when something is GONE but then, any single of the statements above is NOT.

Then you know what you have been into.