I love and how

• i love the rain, i love the scent, coolness and the nostalgic feeling it brings.
• i love our pet dogs and cats, i love how they make me realize they are also capable in loving me too.
• i love music, i love how music turns my feelings and thoughts put into words and by tunes alone.
• i love sleeping, i love knowing that my brain will do its own thinking in the next 8 hours.
• i love water, i love on how it does quench my thirst most effectively.
• i love classic and vintage, i love the feeling that it reminds me of something i don’t know what it’s like before i was born.

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• i love my smile, i love on how i can make it genuine, and make it work to some- more than i think it deserves.
• i love movies, i love how movies makes me think that it's okay if it also works and could happen in real life.
• i love my reasoning skills, i love how it makes me laugh to the fact that it'll only be either too reasonable or too nonsense.

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• i love my family, i love how they make me feel there's nothing i can do because they will always be there beside me.
• i love men, i love how men can provide, protect, love, care and give a helping hand more than i do to them.
• i love my friends, i love how i can truly be myself when i’m with them and explanation of it isn't necessarily needed.
• i love how it is worth it, to see that my family live well out of my father's hardwork.
• i love when a person can describe me well, i love how it reminds me i have spent a lot of enough time with a friend who knows me more than i do. 

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• i love swimming, i love how it makes me capable to think that i can always be safe from drowning.
• i love reading books, i love how it makes me feel that i'm getting smarter everytime i finish one.
• i love the internet, i love how it truly makes humanity save more money in making time pass by.

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• i love long walks, i love walking on how it makes me feel that i am doing something and i dont have to wait.
• i love tea, i love how i shouldnt be guilty for caffeine and the bland taste that really makes me think im lucky i truly love it.
• i love laughing, i love how it makes me feel that i truly get along with different kinds of people.
• i love spontaneity, i love how i can cope, the challenge it brings and prove that not everything that goes well should be planned.

These were just some of the things I LOVE... it isn’t I should know HOW I will, I just feel it.

foo's learn to fly

Foo Fighters - Learn to Fly

Run and tell all of the angels, this could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me get things right
Hook me up a new revolution ‘cause this one is a lie
We sat around laughin’ and watched the last one die

Yeah, I’m lookin’ to the sky to save me
Lookin’ for a sign of life
Lookin’ for something to help me burn out bright
I’m lookin’ for a complication
Lookin’ ‘cause I’m tired of lyin’
Make my way back home when I learn to fly high

I think I’m dyin' nursing patience
It can wait one night
I’d give it all away if you give me one last try
We’ll live happily ever trapped if you just save my life
Run and tell the angels that everything’s alright

I’m lookin’ to the sky to save me
Lookin’ for a sign of life
Lookin’ for somethin’ to help me burn out bright
I’m lookin’ for a complication
Lookin’ ‘cause I’m tired of tryin’
Make my way back home when I learn to fly high
Make my way back home when I learn to…

Fly along with me, I can’t quite make it alone
Try to make this life my own
Fly along with me, I can’t quite make it alone
Try to make this life my own

I’m lookin’ to the sky to save me
Lookin’ for a sign of life
Lookin’ for somethin’ to help me burn out bright
I’m lookin’ for a complication
Lookin’ ‘cause I’m tired of tryin’
Make my way back home when I learn to

Bored

If someone says "Are you OK?" you say
...I’m good! How ‘bout you?

How would you describe yourself
...you’ll never know. I don't know either haha

What do you like in a guy/girl?
...honest, trustworthy, REAL

How do you feel today?
...a usual constant changes of mood

What is your life's purpose?
... success and discovery

What is your motto?
...be kind to animals haha

What do your friends think of you?
... maybe the temperamental good-evil lucky

What do your parents think of you?
...(oh God! Spare me this) haha. all i can say clearly, they love me for who i am

What do you think about very often?
...The one

What is 2+2?
...yeah

What do you think of your bestfriend?
...unconditional love and extreme toleration

What is your life story?
...independence, sovereign!

What do you want to be when you grow up?
...happy and the ideal

What do you think when you see the person you like?
...cupid and light bulb. haha

What will you dance at your wedding?
..haven’t thought about it yet

How's your sex life?
...Female. hehe

What is your hobby/interest?
...swimming, photography, and...

What is your biggest fear?
...to lose a dream

What is your biggest secret?
...multiple. You don’t wanna know

What do you want to do right now?
...soundtrip

What do you think of your friends?
.. insanely easy going

the pledge of being done with it

Ever did jumping into something your first impression says to you it won’t ever last. That is what I traditionally do. No usual conversation, no demonstration of feelings, none conclusive evidence of what is the reason behind things that is done that should have a definite valid reason. Though I know that one; is a definition of a perfect stranger; with a manifesto you know in the first place you shouldn’t trust, and since I’m a very hard headed being (probably the reason why some people hated me), it’s the same reason why I stayed.

    The whole process is purely wondering, as it goes along, the unreasonable thoughts for the “goddamn thing why I’m still here” is just adding piles up. Only just for the benefit of spending time together, I know I was treated well; but I feel no concern, THAT was two different things.

The above statement was written for like “several” months ago. And to be honest, I’m not actually pertaining only to one person. It’s incredibly repeating by itself in different “instances”. I’m thinking for few persons that just happen I’ve been with them. Each of the instances are entirely different, name it: age, physique, the way they dress, the genre of music they prefer, the way they think, the food they eat, work, etcetera! Just name it!

They’re exactly different in everything, except for one: That word I don’t even want to mention. Only few people in my age have it and only few are willing for it.

Whatever that word is.. I have to work for it. Because I won't acquire anything like the childish game i wrote several months ago. Though it should mean nothing, I now found myself so bored for the wondering part. Things in that immature state are getting so predictable, in different situations but all clearly comes to end.

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A blessed rainy days to us guys! (haha) since I have unknowingly habit of deactivating facebook every now and then; Though I’ve been a little hesitant before about it, I found out that twitter is better suited for me. For now!  I’m active to it :) see you there!  

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