you LOVE tolerating something you intensely DISLIKE

THIS, REALLY HAPPENS..

sick and tired of?

Going to school almost everyday, waking up early - in a hurry but then ending up being late.

Conditioning yourself thinking that there's a lot of number of out of school youth, and you're such a lucky lass.

That you really have to do everything to meet the hard work of your parents.

Spending your most spared time sleeping because then you realize before you sleep, "I had been walking and going up and down to stairs in campus for the entire day." And then "buzz" take a bath, time to go back!

The subject that you are least absent is actually the one you have the lowest grade. (what an effin waste contrallability! hahaha)

Staring at your calendar wishing its the end of semester.

Worrying and over thinking for something you don't really give your everything, but the reason is very clear: whatever you want to, you're not really interested for that subject.

Blaming yourself that you had used your allowed 6 absences just for nothing, then you realize: now is actually the best time to cut class! sh****t!

Respecting and dealing with professors that is rich in degrees - they were actually the one who are.. Well.. not all... often cruel.

Photocopying the complete handouts, spending all of your pennies, but you don't actually fully read it!

Complete attendance for the whole week, then you realize you don't have anything to missed if you are absent - contrary for the days you weren't present. ffffffck!

Absent for the first 3 classes and, for the FIRST TIME you are early for the LAST class, but then your professor is absent! (hahahaha eto talaga wasted)

You're classmates are doing their best, but you? (let's just not talk about it). It makes you feel so D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T.

Praying every night to be not in doubt and to believe that ignorance is a bliss.

thinking.. LUCKY for those who believe :

1. That the most basic need for a continuous good life is a college degree.
2. That everything that you want to learn can only be achieved in school.
3. THAT EDUCATION IS PART OF HUMAN CULTURE, A TREND AND IT IS A MUST.

- and all of this 3 above, for sure, is not you!

AFTER ALL CONTRADICTIONS, YOU'RE WONDERING WHY ARE YOU STILL THERE??

You want to make it to end RIGHT NOW;
but you feel blessed that you have it.

Trying hard to focus for something you're not totally that into; but then, meeting and doing it at least a little enough of your best.

You contradict, but you pursue.

You hate it; but you definitely have no plans of missing it!

You want to have it because you believe its important, though you believe it's just a trend, and you really don't mind!
You fully opposed but....

YOU MADE IT. #Best Feeling!!