new

For the last few days of the year, I see the same thing will happen ahead. Well at least only at the beginning of 2011. I remembered last days of 2009 when I’m wondering what would it be exactly after 1 year, I feel excited then, it’s my graduating year. That’s what I am, something new always makes me want to fasten things up.

And now I am here. Yes, everything is new. No more night outs, no more spending time in alcoholic gig bars nearest in my dorm with closest friends before and after classes. That’s what I miss during school days I can’t get back. The happy times, but still able to comply on things I should.

2010 is my happy single year. It’s the year where I really appreciate the essence of being solo. The point where i had found the importance of knowing yourself first and knowing how to trust people rightly - that depends on how they deserve it.

Now I’m deadlier ever than before. Haha. (kidding) I’m ready  to get things on and see if how It really should be. With my personality who only gives what she gets, unwilling to make feelings overflow, I know it will always be hard for me to commence.