I love and how

• i love the rain, i love the scent, coolness and the nostalgic feeling it brings.
• i love our pet dogs and cats, i love how they make me realize they are also capable in loving me too.
• i love music, i love how music turns my feelings and thoughts put into words and by tunes alone.
• i love sleeping, i love knowing that my brain will do its own thinking in the next 8 hours.
• i love water, i love on how it does quench my thirst most effectively.
• i love classic and vintage, i love the feeling that it reminds me of something i don’t know what it’s like before i was born.

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• i love my smile, i love on how i can make it genuine, and make it work to some- more than i think it deserves.
• i love movies, i love how movies makes me think that it's okay if it also works and could happen in real life.
• i love my reasoning skills, i love how it makes me laugh to the fact that it'll only be either too reasonable or too nonsense.

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• i love my family, i love how they make me feel there's nothing i can do because they will always be there beside me.
• i love men, i love how men can provide, protect, love, care and give a helping hand more than i do to them.
• i love my friends, i love how i can truly be myself when i’m with them and explanation of it isn't necessarily needed.
• i love how it is worth it, to see that my family live well out of my father's hardwork.
• i love when a person can describe me well, i love how it reminds me i have spent a lot of enough time with a friend who knows me more than i do. 

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• i love swimming, i love how it makes me capable to think that i can always be safe from drowning.
• i love reading books, i love how it makes me feel that i'm getting smarter everytime i finish one.
• i love the internet, i love how it truly makes humanity save more money in making time pass by.

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• i love long walks, i love walking on how it makes me feel that i am doing something and i dont have to wait.
• i love tea, i love how i shouldnt be guilty for caffeine and the bland taste that really makes me think im lucky i truly love it.
• i love laughing, i love how it makes me feel that i truly get along with different kinds of people.
• i love spontaneity, i love how i can cope, the challenge it brings and prove that not everything that goes well should be planned.

These were just some of the things I LOVE... it isn’t I should know HOW I will, I just feel it.

foo's learn to fly

Foo Fighters - Learn to Fly

Run and tell all of the angels, this could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me get things right
Hook me up a new revolution ‘cause this one is a lie
We sat around laughin’ and watched the last one die

Yeah, I’m lookin’ to the sky to save me
Lookin’ for a sign of life
Lookin’ for something to help me burn out bright
I’m lookin’ for a complication
Lookin’ ‘cause I’m tired of lyin’
Make my way back home when I learn to fly high

I think I’m dyin' nursing patience
It can wait one night
I’d give it all away if you give me one last try
We’ll live happily ever trapped if you just save my life
Run and tell the angels that everything’s alright

I’m lookin’ to the sky to save me
Lookin’ for a sign of life
Lookin’ for somethin’ to help me burn out bright
I’m lookin’ for a complication
Lookin’ ‘cause I’m tired of tryin’
Make my way back home when I learn to fly high
Make my way back home when I learn to…

Fly along with me, I can’t quite make it alone
Try to make this life my own
Fly along with me, I can’t quite make it alone
Try to make this life my own

I’m lookin’ to the sky to save me
Lookin’ for a sign of life
Lookin’ for somethin’ to help me burn out bright
I’m lookin’ for a complication
Lookin’ ‘cause I’m tired of tryin’
Make my way back home when I learn to

Bored

If someone says "Are you OK?" you say
...I’m good! How ‘bout you?

How would you describe yourself
...you’ll never know. I don't know either haha

What do you like in a guy/girl?
...honest, trustworthy, REAL

How do you feel today?
...a usual constant changes of mood

What is your life's purpose?
... success and discovery

What is your motto?
...be kind to animals haha

What do your friends think of you?
... maybe the temperamental good-evil lucky

What do your parents think of you?
...(oh God! Spare me this) haha. all i can say clearly, they love me for who i am

What do you think about very often?
...The one

What is 2+2?
...yeah

What do you think of your bestfriend?
...unconditional love and extreme toleration

What is your life story?
...independence, sovereign!

What do you want to be when you grow up?
...happy and the ideal

What do you think when you see the person you like?
...cupid and light bulb. haha

What will you dance at your wedding?
..haven’t thought about it yet

How's your sex life?
...Female. hehe

What is your hobby/interest?
...swimming, photography, and...

What is your biggest fear?
...to lose a dream

What is your biggest secret?
...multiple. You don’t wanna know

What do you want to do right now?
...soundtrip

What do you think of your friends?
.. insanely easy going

the pledge of being done with it

Ever did jumping into something your first impression says to you it won’t ever last. That is what I traditionally do. No usual conversation, no demonstration of feelings, none conclusive evidence of what is the reason behind things that is done that should have a definite valid reason. Though I know that one; is a definition of a perfect stranger; with a manifesto you know in the first place you shouldn’t trust, and since I’m a very hard headed being (probably the reason why some people hated me), it’s the same reason why I stayed.

    The whole process is purely wondering, as it goes along, the unreasonable thoughts for the “goddamn thing why I’m still here” is just adding piles up. Only just for the benefit of spending time together, I know I was treated well; but I feel no concern, THAT was two different things.

The above statement was written for like “several” months ago. And to be honest, I’m not actually pertaining only to one person. It’s incredibly repeating by itself in different “instances”. I’m thinking for few persons that just happen I’ve been with them. Each of the instances are entirely different, name it: age, physique, the way they dress, the genre of music they prefer, the way they think, the food they eat, work, etcetera! Just name it!

They’re exactly different in everything, except for one: That word I don’t even want to mention. Only few people in my age have it and only few are willing for it.

Whatever that word is.. I have to work for it. Because I won't acquire anything like the childish game i wrote several months ago. Though it should mean nothing, I now found myself so bored for the wondering part. Things in that immature state are getting so predictable, in different situations but all clearly comes to end.

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A blessed rainy days to us guys! (haha) since I have unknowingly habit of deactivating facebook every now and then; Though I’ve been a little hesitant before about it, I found out that twitter is better suited for me. For now!  I’m active to it :) see you there!  

@donabunch

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LTMFH

Letter to my future husband


Dear husband,


Before everything else, I just wanted to make it clear, this is NOT a love letter! I want you to know this has been written not less than 6 and a half years ago. The wedding has been (maybe) 2 days ago, and this is my gift. Well, we both know I’m very generous.

You must have been one of kind? That means I never did let you go and vice-versa. We had reached this day it’s an achievement for me and you. To this moment my happiness can’t easily be described. Because for the first time in my life, I fought for someone and I didn’t let that one go.

Let go -  It happened many times before (so tiring) especially when they did demanded it for themselves (I’m not sure and I don’t care, don’t stare at me like that - I’m innocent!). All I know is that I never did stop someone from separating themselves. Maybe once or twice to get out of guilt, but i fought myself for you.

And somehow proud to say, that I always find myself good at a state of being independent. I'm sorry if I lend you and didn't put up a fight back with your third party who just like you too much. It doesn't mean he likes you more than I do! It's just too classy for me.

I might be too hard to handle, to the fact that I can’t even handle myself sometimes lol. I have the every perfect specimen for you to give up. That’s why I’m pretty sure, in surviving until this day? Wow. You, really are, one of a kind. No wonder I never did let myself to lose you.

As for credit to one of my few favorite RnB song Anonymous by Bobby Valentino (heard the first part?) and also: “why are you so hard to find? All I know is that we’d be the perfect match” – From now on, it wasn’t one of my favorite songs anymore, because I already found you and I already did make sure, we’re the perfect match.

You had probably mastered my mood swings, which is very constant. Well, explaining myself about it is a little bit complicated for me. And if I did try, maybe it will take the next 72 hours. But I am glad you already listened to Hot n’ Cold by Katy Perry, I’m a Bitch I’m a Lover by Alanis Morisette and Every Other Time by LFO. That would be easier for me and we'll save a lot of time.

I’m not expecting you to be a fast earning-rich guy.. My only concern is that you’re a real grown-up man. Well, not every adult by means of higher numbers of age are real mature (you know that’s a fact!). Trust me, I know. It never worked out with a person whose in the same childish-playing-safe pole I’m at.

Now we’re living together. My only concern is you know, I didn’t came from a prominent-rich genetics. But I don’t do house chores, I never and will never be fond of it. So the deal is, I will let you to be MY BOSS in the house being responsible for it and I’ll be the one making money. Ok? I seriously hope you don’t mind. What?! Don’t look at me like that!! Because, I’m currently working so hard to pay housekeeping and room service and that!! goddamn penthouse window you’re leaning at!
 
I'm carping. That’s the most hating attitude of me everytime we had an argument. I know it’s bad especially when it manifests! And probably one of the reason why you had to give up for so many times before. I know... some, actually, oh well, countless! Not even made it half way.

Now, congratulations to you! Because your reward is to have your wife (that’s me!) which means you have grown being a stronger man, totally ready for challenges in tolerating the “carping” for the rest of your life. Your prize? right after the wedding I finally decided to try my best to lessen it for you. (smiles)

After everything we have been through, I don’t know why you stayed. There must have been some reasons. All I know is, I’m a not a bad person just like what I described myself intentionally to you in our first to five date; Though, I admit, at some point I had proved it and crossed the lines.

I really don’t mean to do or say any forms of cruelty to you. I’ve gone so out of control and exaggerated. Sometimes I really just found myself establishing it every time I feel threatened in real feelings arising in me. Because all I’ve been praying for is to have someone who can accept me no matter who I am, because I guarantee it will be reciprocated.

We did it. Your honesty, trust and patience had always been the key. You had saved me from my myself. And I can never thank you enough for that.


Till next letter.



Sincerely yours,
D

don’t read

WARNING: this has been written not meant for you to understand.

In a starry night when shooting stars are falling across in different directions ensembles a dancing lights that is perfectly visible on a plain black night, matches a loud noise of pure combined sounds. Venus witnessed it, and everyone had come to see it.

Under a black night, It is where you’ll find Mars - came along with the usual objective to make an impact where Venus is circling in the dark orbit.

• Venus ask the sun “how will some Venus-like can identify a pure mars with a usual objective”
• Sun answers, “a symbol hanging on the neck” pointing to one who just arrived to watch the falling stars and dance with it.

Venus saw one mars carrying a heavy-duty metal chain and a pendant of an odd symbol on his neck. And “that one is just an example” said Sun. “definitely many of them around here”.
“That is bizarre, what in the heavens is it? They don’t need to carry heavy objects on their necks while stargazing! ” Venus sounds so mystified.
“It is meant to be bizarre, and aims for you to ask for it – which is, you just did” sun sounding so bored.“Perhaps, you should ask mars the exact thing”.

Venus come over to the first mars she saw, she was surprised he’s not the only mars who’s carrying a heavy metal pendants, mars is with friends.

• “That’s weird” Venus pointing to the heavy-duty metal on Mars’ neck.
• “Oh it is? Actually, It isn’t. I am Mars by the way”
• “Huh?? Oh.. I know. I’m Venus all the way. I’m quite familiar you love orbiting on this place”
• “It’s my first time going here actually” said mars
• “Oh what makes you come for the first time here? not to mention stargazing, you obviously love stars because you have a star-partnered-outfit - a star logo on your shirt, star shaped ring on your finger and earring that compliments well on the pendant of a perfect star. That must be a set of outfit!” Venus brags.
• Sun: “ Yeah I got it in a local mall for a set in sale!-just kidding! Hey! You make it sounds like I’m gay. Well, the truth is, it is more than just a star at night” explained Mars
• Venus: “Then what is it? It looked so heavy on you, you might have been so hard on yourself”
• “it’s a necklace, symbolizes our brotherhood” Mars pointing to his other four companion.
• Venus: “That was quite literal, do the 5 pointed tips of the star symbolizing each of you?”
• Mars: “YES”
• Venus: “hahahaha now that is gay”
• Mars looking so frustrated about Venus laughing at his face.
• Venus: hey I don’t mean to.. uhmm. Laugh. I’m just happy I met someone like you tonight. (she’s lying)
• Mars: really? (well, that was easy) he thought!

The truth is, Venus know she have to make the effort in continuing the stupid conversation about a pathetic pendant of this man “it is what it is meant for” reminding herself. She wanted answers, She wanted to know how it usually goes. And thinks she’s getting less than what she expected. “This guy doesn’t really know how the river goes”.
 

Sun goes to her back “I know what you’re thinking! yeah I guess he’s just new, definitely practicing”

“Oh” exclaimed Venus sounding not so surprise. “Why are they doing this?” she asked.
Sun: lack of belief on oneself? Because seriously, who does this?
Venus: I get it, but, why like this? They can be friendly in a natural way.

Sun: Maybe Mars isn’t always what you have thought them to be. You’re the one who will show them the way. They’re always on the orbit of being safe.

Venus: I’m trying to understand. But on what they’re doing? They thoroughly block even the real ones.

Sun “This mars are good in what they do, the stronger they are as they seem to be, the higher effort they execute to establish it.”

Venus: poor mars’ of the world. They are meant for guidance. They are deceived, in believing it’s easier in the way they know, and believing they’re the one who fool us. But the truth is, everything they have thought they achieved is until just then, nothing more.
Sun: yeah, they’re the only one who will always be fooled.

And that’s the reason why Venus had more reasons why she should continue the pointless conversation with mars, because of pity, guilt –“they’re all twisted” – on the other way round, that is actually never enough reason for her to be there with mars permanently. Venus’ there, well, only at least for now.

Galaxy is getting wider as it gets old. To have the untwisted one, will take you another planet to another planet in understanding what wasting time to countless planets is for. Establishing deception is a perfect blend for multiple failed of connections, At least it will be fair that one lifetime is more than enough to master it. And when you do identify what’s wrong, to the next one, you’ll have it.

As for Mars and Venus there are so many of them in the same upside-down. The truth is, they are always hoping that there comes a time they will find the planet that wasn’t just a perfect fool similar to both of them.

open letter

Dear Creator,

I wish I could pray for the first time stating something that isn’t for what I hope you wanted me to be. But I am sure this is NO thank you’s, NO asking for forgiveness, or wishing for something. Just an honest declaration.

Everything I prayed for, especially for this past few days, is maybe just what I wanted. I literally don’t know what it is on your side, at least there’s one way I know how.  On the other hand, I think it isn’t so selfish enough to the fact that the road I will always be willing to take is the only way going to you.

We both know I am inconsistent. A word that had perfectly linked my other qualities to describe my character well. Also the reason why I always made a final decision that changes from time to time or if not; the decision is TOO FIRM to the point i exactly know what to do more than anyone else I guess. (well, it seldom happens, but trust me i don't think you want it that way all the time)

I’m not saying it's a bad thing, not a good thing either; it has pros and cons; sometimes it helps me a lot to feel absolutely better, and sometimes it makes me feel worst. That, had always made me realize I'm a real HUMAN that is just TRULY seeking hard for guidance.

For every day, I always pray that just don’t let me get through in the 1st path if I wouldn’t make it all the way. I'm thinking i would hurt more if i just make it halfway. Which is what you always did and never did let me on any of it, may be not just YET. I trust you, for me it simply means you have this specific one that you wanted me to take. I have a feeling it will be sooner. To the fact, I am here today - so alive.

I am working hard with the finest right motivations around me, finding this road that will mean a mutual decision of you and me. I’ m wanting only the best for myself, who doesn’t? That, sometimes makes me feel sorry for myself, because I know that I won't stop to require myself in working hard for it - until I have it. 

Whatever happens, no matter how you blessed me well, I will always believe in you.

Love,
D

quoted 101

"The person who gets the farthest is generally the one who is willing to do and dare. The sure-thing boat never gets far from shore."

-Dale Carnegie

22 dumb facts about men

1. Why does a man have a clear conscience?

Because it's never used.

2. Why is psychoanalysis a lot quicker for a man then for a

women?

Because when it's time to go back to childhood, he's already

there.

3. If a man and a woman fell off a 10-story building at the same

time,who would reach the ground first?

The woman, the man would get lost.

6. How do men exercise at the beach?

By sucking in their stomachs every time they see a woman in a

bikini.

7. What do you call a man with half a brain?

Gifted.

8. What's the difference between government bonds and men?

Bonds mature.

9. What did God say after creating man?

I can do better.

10. What are two reasons why men don't mind their own business?

1. No mind. 2. No business.

11. Only a man would buy a $500 car and put a $4000 stereo in it.

12. A woman of 35 thinks of having children. What does a man of

35 think of?

Dating children.

13. What should you give a man who has everything?

A woman to show him how to work it.

14. Why do black widow spiders kill their males after mating?

To stop the snoring before it starts.

15. Why don't men have mid-life crises?

They stay stuck in adolescence.

16. How does a man show he's planning for the future?

He buys two cases of beer instead of one.

17. How is being at a singles bar different from going to the

circus?

At the circus the clowns don't talk.

18. What makes men chase women they have no intention of

marrying?

The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention

of driving.

19. What do you do with a bachelor who thinks he's God's gift?

Exchange him.

20. Why do bachelors like smart women?

Opposites attract.

21. Why are husbands like lawn mowers?

They're hard to get started, emit foul odors, and don't work half

the time.

22. What is the thinnest book in the world?

What Men Know About Women

By: Anisha

Isaiah 41:10

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

infatuation manifesto

When every dramatic song you hear seems like is made and written for you;

When you grab every chance going out, even if you’re so worn out and tired;

When you want to achieve a higher tolerance for alcohol, even if you never drink for no reason before (well, that wasn’t me) haha

When you’re surrounded with your most preferred friends but then, you still feel lonely and alone;

When you reminisce on something good, and you hate it so much just for the reason you “remember”;

When you hate being alone, but deep inside that is exactly what you needed;

You know exactly what is happening every time these unreasonable things happens, and you definitely don’t want it for yourself;

You’ll never know where the edge after you’ve gone over it.

On the other hand, you also know when something is GONE but then, any single of the statements above is NOT.

Then you know what you have been into.

Keep Driving

One day a young lady was driving along with her father. They came upon a storm, and the young lady asked her father, "What should I do?"

He said "keep driving". Cars began to pull over to the side, the storm was getting worse.

"What should I do?" the young lady asked.

"Keep driving," her father replied.

On up a few feet, she noticed that eighteen wheelers were also pulling over. She told her dad, "I must pull over, I can barely see ahead. It is terrible, and everyone is pulling over!"

Her father told her, "Don't give up, just keep driving!"

Now the storm was terrible, but she never stopped driving, and soon she could see a little more clearly. After a couple of miles she was again on dry land, and the sun came out.

Her father said, "Now you can pull over and get out."

She said "But why now?".

He said "When you get out, look back at all the people that gave up and are still in the storm, because you never gave up, your storm is now over."


-- Author Unknown

sunshine in a bag

I love the song and the music vid!

Ooo ooo ooo ooo ooo
I'm happy, I' m feelin glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long the future is comin' on

haymen

http://www.tunaynalalake.blogspot.com/

Haymen can be one of the most sought-after blog on Filipino community for today. With more than 3 million hits and counting, this sh*t is really a HIT! :)

The blog’s concept is to figure out whether a man or a situation, etc. is TNL, DTNL or UC (under consideration), of course with a twist! Like combination of humor and SARCASM. haha

the manifesto: i like #2 and 9 hahaha

 

 

 

So if you’re offensive, I don’t recommend you this. But really, it’s very entertaining! haha benta!

I picked my favorites from its blog post within year 2011;

HAHA. hindi naman!

                                                                 

LOL =))

                                                                 

benta!

                                                                 

hahahahaha