what happens

I'm sorry about awhile ago. I don't mean to consume some of your time. I just thought it is best to communicate in an honest way. There will be no problem if I am familiar with it. I am particular with my ability to handle tasks that can actually be much more complicated; and it's just that at the same time, I am well aware about my deficiencies too.

However, I hope you understand when I say I honestly think there are details you will normally overlook (or forgot to tell) because it might appear very simple to you as you are very familiar already. Compared to your level or familiarity, mine is just a glance-- that's what I really mean to say.

Also, if sometimes you have to bear with me while i'm still at this stage of learning. I'm really sorry.

****That's what happens when a company doesn't provide formal training. The one who's in authority (the one who's in charge of teaching) will be dismayed as he/she is expecting the staff to get it right away (keep in mind not all bosses are trained to be a trainer/teacher) lol. Anyway, it consumes their time as they actually have real work to do at the same time. Then, the new staff will be judged as somewhat slow and will be embarassed to ask the boss necessary questions. hahaha. 

But remember this: No one will ever be capable to help you in your work if you are not patient or not willingly enough to share your knowledge to somebody. You think it is time consuming and repetitive? Well, it really is! But if you do atleast give it some time, try to imagine how it can greatly help you someday, if you'll just willingly invest. Learn some spirit of teamwork and empathy, will you? Asshole.