First, I have a hell of a fucking manager who mocks the hell out of me. It just happen this is the first time that I'm liking the company-working condition that I have put myself in. People is lovely (except him ofcourse and his friend beside him who's just equally judging me), good food, less strict and all that, and my current job description can positively beneficial to my career someday. The complication of knowing that 'I want to stay' is already established beyond doubt while this fucking person just fully consumes me whenever he's around.
Second, it's a friday -meaning traffic is worst. I walked from SLEX corner Dela Rosa street to LRT Gil Puyat just to ride the bus. Imagine all the pollution I have in me. This had happened twice now and would probably happened again. I just want to go home already! That's it -no more no less. Or maybe all the walking is just the releasing of the negative energy that I restrained from the unreasonable fucking mocking earlier.
Third, when I attempted to cut into the long line of passengers in the bus station, the guard who actually has nothing to do with the operations of the transportation just 'casually' asked me in a loud manner (to make others hear him) that I should properly fall in line from the back.
So I turned my back on him thinking I would love to literally have a grenade and just blow myself up.
To my fucking manager, I don't know if you are just naturally like that. In either way, I couldn't care less about you really. I just want to comply to my job as I actually want to keep it. So you're asking me about the basis of that fucking report you asked me to do, wherein we both know that the only source is a very limited list of data? Then maybe you should start accepting the ideas of others (not just yours) then somehow you'll have one.
What did I ever do to you that it seems to me like I am your enemy? It is not my nature at all to have the energy in arguing with closed minded shit of yours. FYI that fucking energy was already reserved for my mother since childhood (which is actually gone now at this age). So the point is, belated happy mother's day, haha.
To city of makati, please do something about the rush of friday nights.
To guard, FUCK YOU.
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