16 personalities

The urge to suddenly write struck and came out from nowhere. The only reason that I'm aware of is I am bored. I usually write whenever I feel strong emotions, and when I say I feel emotional, it is limited in the barriers of being mad and frustrated. It has to change.

Oh, and also whenever I finish reading a book. Because that's when writing in english is much more effortless.

Speaking of boredom, I took a personality test online. It's called 16 personalities that is based on Myers-Briggs theory. I took it several times in countless websites just to make sure. The results usually juggles between INTP and INTJ.

The two isn't that far from each other. But to equate it both, these personality types are the top-most logical and rational out of 16 personalities. Although, I have to agree I'm more of an INTP. INTJ is too stiff for me.

Well, the slogan of this test is “It’s so incredible to finally be understood”. And I agree; it's just that all this time, I thought all people knew that it is always best to rely all the time on reasons instead of emotions, but chooses not to. Now it makes much more sense that:

I am normally being judged as heartless ever since I was young.

I really hate it when emotions is being involved especially around workplaces, and I think it's unfair.

Being perceived as snob. I have much lesser energy on unnecessary conversations. But don't get me wrong, I do get along with people. But I can always tell the difference of forced interactions to necessary ones.

I can actually tell what I want, what I don't want and curse straight in the face, and won't stab you ever! But that is not how society works isn't it.

Sometimes I get tired of rubbing others' the wrong way without me knowing. I always think they are just being a 12 year old forever.

I find it really irrational if someone in authority instantly expects respect from the others.

I always think I'll be more effective in a leadership role.

Now I know why some people talks behind someone else's back, whenever they felt their emotions wasn't validated.

I don't think it's my fault though. Even up to now.