Saturday, February 27, 2010

you LOVE tolerating something you intensely DISLIKE

THIS, REALLY HAPPENS..

sick and tired of?

Going to school almost everyday, waking up early - in a hurry but then ending up being late.

Conditioning yourself thinking that there's a lot of number of out of school youth, and you're such a lucky lass.

That you really have to do everything to meet the hard work of your parents.

Spending your most spared time sleeping because then you realize before you sleep, "I had been walking and going up and down to stairs in campus for the entire day." And then "buzz" take a bath, time to go back!

The subject that you are least absent is actually the one you have the lowest grade. (what an effin waste contrallability! hahaha)

Staring at your calendar wishing its the end of semester.

Worrying and over thinking for something you don't really give your everything, but the reason is very clear: whatever you want to, you're not really interested for that subject.

Blaming yourself that you had used your allowed 6 absences just for nothing, then you realize: now is actually the best time to cut class! sh****t!

Respecting and dealing with professors that is rich in degrees - they were actually the one who are.. Well.. not all... often cruel.

Photocopying the complete handouts, spending all of your pennies, but you don't actually fully read it!

Complete attendance for the whole week, then you realize you don't have anything to missed if you are absent - contrary for the days you weren't present. ffffffck!

Absent for the first 3 classes and, for the FIRST TIME you are early for the LAST class, but then your professor is absent! (hahahaha eto talaga wasted)

You're classmates are doing their best, but you? (let's just not talk about it). It makes you feel so D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T.

Praying every night to be not in doubt and to believe that ignorance is a bliss.

thinking.. LUCKY for those who believe :
  1. That the most basic need for a continuous good life is a college degree.
  2. That everything that you want to learn can only be achieved in school.
  3. THAT EDUCATION IS PART OF HUMAN CULTURE, A TREND AND IT IS A MUST.
- and all of this 3 above, for sure, is not you!

AFTER ALL CONTRADICTIONS, YOU'RE WONDERING WHY ARE YOU STILL THERE??

You want to make it to end RIGHT NOW;
but you feel blessed that you have it.

Trying hard to focus for something you're not totally that into; but then, meeting and doing it at least a little enough of your best.

You contradict, but you pursue.

You hate it; but you definitely have no plans of missing it!

You want to have it because you believe its important, though you believe it's just a trend, and you really don't mind!
You fully opposed but....

YOU MADE IT. #Best Feeling!!

Sunday, February 21, 2010

i'll watch every movie and videos of this two

I don't mind watching them over and over again =)





James McAvoy




Alex Band

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

impound

a simple thought for everyone.
No one restricts anyone to be fully ATTACHED - attachment is something that everyone is free to acquire. But if you are fully ready and willing enough in enjoying its positive gain, then I suppose, there’s no way in acquiring to avoid its contrary, which is –DETACHMENT. The moment you have decided to take the risk in attaching is the moment you have accepted the possibility of losing. How many times you should be reminded of that nothing is permanent?

Now I found my way behind the instances about the situations for some two good friends usually decide to stay as they were. Good friends commonly don’t take it to the “next level”; they don’t want to consider higher level of attachment, for the reason they don’t want to take the risk of losing each other.

Not far from those who choose to stay single for the reason that it’s better to be alone. Usually they were the one who are not willing enough to be brave in getting hurt. So see? One comes with the other. It can’t only be being attached.

Everything has an equal opposite reaction.

Friday, January 15, 2010

really

Some of my favorite lines from the works of my favorite writers.


Paulo Coelho

"What is the real I? It's what you are, not what others make of you."

"A man has to choose. This is where lies his strength: in the power of his decisions."

"Be brave. Take risks. Nothing can substitute experience."

"You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen."

"When there is no turning back, then we should concern ourselves only with the best way of going forward."

"An awareness of death encourages us to live more intensely."

“When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.”

“A warrior of light who trusts too much in his intelligence will end up underestimating the power of his opponent.”


Mitch Albom

"Learn to detach. Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent. But detachment doesn't mean you don't let the experience penetrate you. On the contrary, you let it penetrate fully. That's how you are able to leave it. Take any emotion--love for a woman, or grief for a loved one, or what I'm going through, fear and pain from a deadly illness. If you hold back on the emotions--if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them--you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that love entails. But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is. You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only then can you say, 'All right, I have experienced that emotion. I recognize that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment."

"But all endings are also beginnings. We just don't know it at the time."

“You have to work at creating your own culture.”

“People are only mean when they're threatened, and that's what our culture does. That's what our economy does.”

"As you grow old, you learn more. If you stayed at twenty-two, you'd always be as ignorant as you were at twenty-two. Aging is not just decay, you know. It's growth. It's more than the negative that you're going to die, its also the positive that you understand you're going to die, and that you live a better life because of it."


Dan Brown

"Our minds sometimes see what our hearts wish were true."

"Each of us knows all. We need only open our minds to hear our own wisdom."

"Smart people don't have the luxury of playing stupid."

"Everything is possible. The impossible just takes longer."

"Religion is like language or dress. We gravitate toward the practices with which we were raised. In the end, though, we are all proclaiming the same thing. That life has meaning. That we are grateful for the power that created us."

"Science and religion are not at odds. Science is simply too young to understand."

“That is the definition of faith -- acceptance of that which we imagine to be true, that which we cannot prove.”

“Metaphors are a way to help our minds process the unprocessible. The problem arise when we begin to believe literally in our own metaphors. Those who truly understand their faiths understand the stories are metaphorical.”


Friday, January 8, 2010

Year 2010 Overview - Leo



Oh, big playful Leo -- how the last couple of years have been dramatic (and often less than kind) for you! There's litte doubt that whatever you've gone through in the last year, the uppers have fueled your inherent charm and lovability, and the downers have gotten a little ignored. That's one of the problems with being a Leo: you can be so sunny that no one notices the rainy days. Mars in your sign this spring is going to give you newfound energy and motivation to really get things done your way, and the summer will bring new opportunities to express yourself.


The challenges will be slowly changing from big drama to smaller, more manageable issues. You've probably been too busy taking care of others to really take care of yourself lately, but 2010 marks a new direction in taking yourself seriously, and taking care of yourself with the due diligence and concern you usually reserve for others. Don't think of it as becoming inwardly-focused; think of it as doing the necessary maintenance on yourself so you can do a better job of letting your light shine for others. 

Life is going to be taking a turn for the philosophical in the next year. All of the noise and confusion of the last year may have made you neglect your Higher Self; that too should be a part of your personal care regimen. This year is going to provide ample opportunities for you to get caught up on your spiritual homework. And, unlike regular homework, you'll probably feel like there's a point to doing it!



http://shine.yahoo.com/astrology/leo/yearly-overview/