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exceptional indulgence

After having my 1st camera ever in the palm of my hands, i can't stop thinking for new additions as if i have job. Dslr accessories are very expensive for simple college students like me. To the fact that i haven't real fully the manual until now (lol), i cant help but to look for longer and larger lenses. Even if canon is waaaay more lighter than nikon, i realize heavy cameras doesn't fit to walking couch potato like me, i found it heavy to carry for everyday. But.. anyway, i dont mind if it will be heavier having this attached lens on my cam.

Canon EF 70-300mm f/4-5.6 IS USM

It's beautiful.

but when i found this one, it's like i'm open for alternating to normal digital camera.

Sigma DP2 Compact Digital Camera

Possibly, there's no Sigma camera available in our country, only because i haven't seen any available in any malls. But if there is one, definitely it's very very very rare. And don't judge its appearance like it is just the typical digicam we see everyday and its like no level comparison for thinner and high end digicams. This actually has the exceptional image quality we get from dslr cams. If i'll be having a digicam it will only be this unique Sigma cam or Panasonic Lumix GF1 or Leica x1.

Panasonic Lumix GF1

Leica x1

ambisyosa sometimes. hahaha. i can't stop appreciating and to be amazed

you LOVE tolerating something you intensely DISLIKE

THIS, REALLY HAPPENS..

sick and tired of?

Going to school almost everyday, waking up early - in a hurry but then ending up being late.

Conditioning yourself thinking that there's a lot of number of out of school youth, and you're such a lucky lass.

That you really have to do everything to meet the hard work of your parents.

Spending your most spared time sleeping because then you realize before you sleep, "I had been walking and going up and down to stairs in campus for the entire day." And then "buzz" take a bath, time to go back!

The subject that you are least absent is actually the one you have the lowest grade. (what an effin waste contrallability! hahaha)

Staring at your calendar wishing its the end of semester.

Worrying and over thinking for something you don't really give your everything, but the reason is very clear: whatever you want to, you're not really interested for that subject.

Blaming yourself that you had used your allowed 6 absences just for nothing, then you realize: now is actually the best time to cut class! sh****t!

Respecting and dealing with professors that is rich in degrees - they were actually the one who are.. Well.. not all... often cruel.

Photocopying the complete handouts, spending all of your pennies, but you don't actually fully read it!

Complete attendance for the whole week, then you realize you don't have anything to missed if you are absent - contrary for the days you weren't present. ffffffck!

Absent for the first 3 classes and, for the FIRST TIME you are early for the LAST class, but then your professor is absent! (hahahaha eto talaga wasted)

You're classmates are doing their best, but you? (let's just not talk about it). It makes you feel so D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T.

Praying every night to be not in doubt and to believe that ignorance is a bliss.

thinking.. LUCKY for those who believe :

1. That the most basic need for a continuous good life is a college degree.
2. That everything that you want to learn can only be achieved in school.
3. THAT EDUCATION IS PART OF HUMAN CULTURE, A TREND AND IT IS A MUST.

- and all of this 3 above, for sure, is not you!

AFTER ALL CONTRADICTIONS, YOU'RE WONDERING WHY ARE YOU STILL THERE??

You want to make it to end RIGHT NOW;
but you feel blessed that you have it.

Trying hard to focus for something you're not totally that into; but then, meeting and doing it at least a little enough of your best.

You contradict, but you pursue.

You hate it; but you definitely have no plans of missing it!

You want to have it because you believe its important, though you believe it's just a trend, and you really don't mind!
You fully opposed but....

YOU MADE IT. #Best Feeling!!

i'll watch every movie and videos of this two

I don't mind watching them over and over again =)

James McAvoy

Alex Band

impound

a simple thought for everyone.

No one restricts anyone to be fully ATTACHED - attachment is something that everyone is free to acquire. But if you are fully ready and willing enough in enjoying its positive gain, then I suppose, there’s no way in acquiring to avoid its contrary, which is –DETACHMENT. The moment you have decided to take the risk in attaching is the moment you have accepted the possibility of losing. How many times you should be reminded of that nothing is permanent?

Now I found my way behind the instances about the situations for some two good friends usually decide to stay as they were. Good friends commonly don’t take it to the “next level”; they don’t want to consider higher level of attachment, for the reason they don’t want to take the risk of losing each other.

Not far from those who choose to stay single for the reason that it’s better to be alone. Usually they were the one who are not willing enough to be brave in getting hurt. So see? One comes with the other. It can’t only be being attached.

Everything has an equal opposite reaction.